I’m not sure how much longer the two of us can fit into this wicker chair together, but for now we fit just fine – snug, but fine. She’s a willowy thing, long legs, hair flying in her face, serious one minute, pure goofball the next. We are on the porch leafing through the Sibley Backyard Birding cards.
‘Did you know a swift can sleep when it flies?’ she says.
‘Is that right?’ I ask. ‘How do you know that?’
‘We read it in a book.’
‘Amazing,’ I say.
‘Yep, amazing,’ she echoes.
Amazing is that she looked a whole lot like a baby bird herself when she was born, just over 1.36kg. Now, here she is, sitting strong and healthy, neurons firing, feet swinging, talking about birds and bicycles without training wheels, cartwheels and how she’s going swimming this summer.
‘Amazing,’ I say. It really is.
‘Look at this one, Grandma. We’ve seen this one.’
‘Looks like that blue jay slicked his hair back with mousse, doesn’t it?’
She giggles, leafing through the bird cards lickety split. The stack is in disarray and cards are tumbling in every direction. This is exactly how she’s growing – with amazing speed, life and learning cascading in every direction.
‘Listen,’ she whispers. ‘A woodpecker. Do you hear it?’
Oh, I hear. I heard when she cried nearly nonstop the first six months of her life, when she babbled first words, and now, as she chatters nonstop about her new sandals, trips to the library and how she’s stuffy from allergies.
A robin swoops over to the crab-apple tree and perches on a birch.
‘Look up his song, Grandma.’
I play the robin’s song on my phone. ‘Cheer-up, cheer-up, cheerily.’
And then the robin in the tree answers. ‘Cheer-up, cheer-up, cheer-up.’
‘He’s talking to your phone!’ she squeals happily.
‘Phone call for Mr Robin on line one, please.’
She is beyond delighted and I am delighted that she is delighted, knowing that these moments will pass us both by all too quickly.
The robin swoops down to the lawn. She watches him intently, wondering what he might find and speculating that he probably has a nest nearby.
The robin pecks around and pulls out a fat, juicy worm. He tilts his head as if to show us his catch – almost boastfully – then takes off.
‘Look at him fly,’ she says.
I’m looking. Believe me, I’m looking.